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Sunday, November 08, 2009 / 11:11 PM

I wish that everyone was a different color.
And when you find the other person that's the same color as you,
then you know he's your soul mate.
There will be people close to your color along the way,
but only one person who's truly the same color.

Hello oh wonderful world (:
today is a weird day I have this sudden weird sadness since the afternoon,
I've no idea why I just suddenly started thinking about stuff, too much stuff!
you knw some days you get weird happiness or weird sadness,
I guess today is just the day for weird random sadness!
shoo shoo shoo sadness please go away, I wanna be happy.

and then it struck me./

stayed over at Limmin's last night, we cooked our own dinner!
I heart Stay-overs! let's have more Stay-overs soon feels good to have fun

Hello Low Yuanyi my godsister HAHAHAHAheart


New Balance Real Run today, not cool, it's all the way at Changi Exhibition Hall whatevah
hey let's go for a Real run that I can really run next time;

feeling quite lethargic these day I think I'm really quite tired
training 12346 next week boat boat glide glide glide.
'can't wait for OP to be over' I've heard this a million time
really really wanna go Bangkok with Yuanyi! ):

Dragonboating-fun love

today I saw a little girl riding a double-bike with her daddy
I want to do the same thing too, I'm a grown up but I still want to be daddy's little girl,
my brother's little sister ): Growing up is way too scary.

help.



/ 10:57 PM

(Would you, would you fly me to the moon?)

Hello weird random sadness, please go away :/

Replies
Xinfang: hahaha bald spot(s) HAHA! ask Limmin donate some of her hair for you lah! or you go buy a wig, THE WIG HAHAHAHA. more more more stay overs! yaaaaay
Chuen: yeah I think you guys can just give up, well it's alright! next season then you should come and support gunners now hehehe kids are going strong wooo (: buy present for me!
jonj: okay lah yes yes public enemy will lose HAHAHAHAHAHA my friend asked me 'why your jonj friend forever post soccer stuff on your tagboard!' HAHAHAHA
Limmin: cos I very tired what then I just wanted to nap for 5 minutes! then who knws...
Junan: I WILL BE VERY VERY CLEAN FROM NOW ONWARDS LAH YUCK FUNGI ):
Elaine: eh dnt hate me leh! love looooooove me okay I'll post a chio photo of you next time!
Nicole: the one beside the teacher! the girl of cos HAHA the guy beside teacher is Minhua! hahah next time I'll post my p1 and pre-school picture up ahahha damn cute ^^



Friday, November 06, 2009 / 11:40 PM


I went swimming today!
because you always understand how I feel, lead me, help me, all the time,
& I really really appreciate that, dood
because you're always the one;

Hiiii because you think you're so great, thanks.

anw I just watched 17 Again ha ha Zac Effron is not appealing to me.
I'm still not in love with him, before or after the show.
because Michael Scofield is so hot there will not be anyone else (:

I'm going to sleep now training tmr killer circuits I can do it
capty won't be there because she just had surgery sigh injury prone team :/

New Balance Real Run on Sunday WO1161 Chuinyin wants to run ):

SIGH.

because hey, I miss you guys quite a bit.



Thursday, November 05, 2009 / 4:24 AM

(Hello who wants to be planner this time! go plan something!)

lack of updates! busy busy busy bee, or rather I'm too tired these days ):
been training five times a week recently, fun! but tired/
I'm tired, really really tired but at least I've healthy lifestyle now!
at least I dnt stay up until four five o clock doing nothing anymore
but I'm sleeping waaaaay too early & waking up way too early! (look at the time) shocked

anw I think I'm damn disgusting not think I really am ):
I came back from training just now and I was damn tired, so...
I went to sleep. 2nd time alr! omg that explains for the fungi on my arm.

neopreeeents! ha ha ha so old school but I like kiss
(12ofus it's been a while since our last outing omg I want neoprintz with you guys!)

sorry if I dnt have time for you recently I've been doing too many pangsehs!
I dnt like it too ): but we only have 24 hours what to do!
want to try Udders for the first time with Jing but we've no time! no time no time no time.
AHHHHHH I dnt like it I want to have 30 hours a day please?

anw I miss Haoxia haven't seen him for 2 months!
not really used to the fact that he's not my coach anymore ):

I will not think about my ankle or shoulder because the more I think the more upset I'm..
ankle was really.. unexpected I thought it was healthy/strong all along!
I used to hate running so much (pray for it to rain every land training)
& now that I can't run I really really want to run!
we always take things for granted & only start treasuring it when we lose it- funny.
I dnt knw why I'm so problematic maybe it's my mental I gonna psycho myself!
healthy healthy, very healthy everywhere is good! damn strong! damn strong!

the boy on the advertisement board at the bus stop opposite Macritchie! he's soooo cute
I'm not a pedophile! but now they changed it to some man, I hate them!

(loooooooooooooove;)

anw woah last day of school tmr! not going anywhere this holiday bummed
be a mugger mission! need to get my Bio stuff right my basic is too bad!
Hell camp in December I'm actually looking forward to it stunned
then we will have class chalet in January! woah omg wooo some major fun!

spot me! this was Primary 2's (: ha ha with Minhua our teacher is his mum!
I can't believe I actually look so small, so small!

Replies
Sueen: haha yup haven't talked for ages! how're you little girl HAHA yup in 2 months' time!
Chuenyang: ha ha yes told you (: You'll never walk alone. but ah I'm Arsenal's!
Nicole: AW. hahaha haiyah after tmr dnt need to see disgusting idiot for 2 months!
Jing: uhmmmm I dnt knw about it yet ha ha dnt want to think about it!
Xinfang: I tripped you! ha ha we're going to have major fun on Saturday! (: loooove
Limmin: erm yeah the someone can be you! hahaha let me cut I'm a hairdresser yo.
Licheng: hello I miss you too! stupid girl never reply my text sigh sigh sigh.
Elaine: HELLO :D I knw you hate me, but it's okay. Hate is a strong word you knw? HAHA
jonj: HAHA I'm so sorry :p eh I'm always quite zhun okay! GO ARSENAL we the gunners are the best hohoho :D dnt be sad hor it's okay!
Xinfang: erm let's have some team cut hair session, cut by me! haha but cannot cut yours cos I saw bald spot! I wanted to tell you when doing pull ups today! is Ba Wang working!
Manda: NOOOOOPE GASPARD ULLIEL IS DA BOMBZX BOOOOOMZ.
Wq: hahah not good but not too bad! damn long never talk to you my dear ):
Zoe: ha ha I did? eh woman I changed number alr! dnt send to the 9 one anymore, misses!
Stef: yes I love my bumblebee photo the most the cutest baby yay!
Sweehoon: aww it's alright, I'll try not to hate you hahahahaha!
Nicole: erm HAHA beehoon is beehoon, not a spammer! she was trying to be funny :p

(alright I'm done! it's 540 now gonna wash up & go to school yay)
(HAHAHA RINA IF YOU'RE READING THIS, YEAH NO ONE RIGHT NOW.)



Monday, October 26, 2009 / 10:30 PM



I'm damn bored. NOW.
I was damn bored so I took a pair of scissors & started cutting my own hair
I cut quite alot but I dnt think you can tell but my fringe became shorter!
hahaha I'm happy because my fringe is less irritating now but I look younger again ):
but at least this time I didn't cut a hole unlike what I did in Sec Four
okay my life is real boring this is the most interesting thing that happened today!
(I should cut my own hair more often so that someone is willing to let me cut someone's hair)

OKAY SHITZZ I THINK IT LOOKS HORRIBLE.
I SHOULDN'T VE PICKED THAT FREAKING PAIR OF SCISSORS UP & CUT MY HAIR.
I'M A FREAK I'M DAMN SOT CRAZY (girls are fickle minded -.-)

I MISS SARIT. I MISS SARIT. I WANT TO GO FOR FAMINE30 AGAIN!

today we got back Econs paper I was damn happy because I improved!
I did not get some top scores but I'm happy because I made improvement (:
I love Mdm Yeoh she's the most awesome Econs teacher hehehe

I swear I will be a good girl & go to school at 6 to run tmr (:

(I'm scared, help.)

I hope things will be alright, please be alright, so I'll be fine.



Sunday, October 25, 2009 / 1:20 PM

Sometimes, life is too unpredictable ):
too unexpected, too exciting, can't be anticipated.
Uncertainty is not something I deal very well with.

anw updates on past few days-
1) tripped Xinfang with a paddle during Wednesday's water! I'm vvv sorry girl sad
2) Paddling is quite a good way to vent your frustration, paddle hitting water surface!
3) got back some papers, confidence shattered. bummed
4) thanks for the many many many hugs, as well as messages! love
5) when I need you the most you NEVER say anything I'm disappointed.
6) SIGHHHH carelessness kills, seriously #+^%&@$\?! ):
7) Larrie (It's Larissa See not Larry!) I'm soooooo proud of you! smooch
8) I miss fourfour'08 a lot a lot a lot because we were awesome like that
9) I love being a Nanyang girl (sometimes only lah)



some people are just insensitive like that.
There are very smart people around me,
as well as some really selfish ones that I really hate, Sooooooo disgusting. wtf

finally day out with Smelly Yingyan & not-so-cute Poh!
My Sister's Keeper is a must watch they changed a ending but still it's tear-driving
puffy eyes are too not cool whatevah I dnt like but I like our weird combi three (:

Scream was great the councilors put in a lot of effort!
'Did you brush your teeth?' my friend said to the ghost w a mask
but it was fun in general, I wasn't scared at all I protected everyone!
not scared or ummm lacking in response I think it's the 2nd one!

Take care rest well meanwhile I will try my best to cheer up I sound so sad
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
(typed the above on Friday night! I guess I'm a much happier person now
dnt worry so much you dnt knw what's coming eventually)

Random but I like this photo! Gradnight'08 I think, didn't go but I crashed!

yay the Halloween 2 later I'm totally in this I'm-not-scared mood,
I'm wasting alot of time these days & just cine cine and cine, not cool!
I will start studying soon (if I get to stay!), my horrible promos results bummed bummer

anw just for laughs Elainechiaaaa please dnt kill me! funny funny very funny (:




Liverpool Manu tonight! You'll Never Walk Alone laughing



/ 1:04 PM

Replies
Yingyan: yay smelly hang out together soon okay it always feels so good to talk to you! looove
Nicole: YEAH NOW EVERYTIME I SEE HIM, I WILL THINK OF THAT DREAM & FREAK OUT
Limmin: you love him ttm right want to make friends with him right -.- SOT
Sandy: erm I finally knw how HE looks like omg :O HAHA I sing you a SONG okay? hehehe
Manda: right right you're not scandalous at all uhmmm (: haha yes Asher Book! got hooked heh
Jonj: eh you're damn sot please? Hail Arsenal! today I will convert to Liverpool supporter for just a night, you watch you watch you watch! GRR will be a sad week for you!
Nicole: yes he totally does! he's sot, he's your friend not my friend! HAHA



Sunday, October 18, 2009 / 10:30 AM




tired, tired, tired/

I woke up at 3am last night because I had nightmare,
I dreamt of Ken Soo (THE fishtank uncle, the weird one with red hair)
yes it was THAT scary basically he followed me everywhere I go
and I was trapped on the 81st floor of this building with him and someone else
then I had to distract him to escape from the building because he refused to let me go ):
aaaahhhh too horrifying, it was too scary I had to wake up with sweat on my forehead!



caught Fame, (500) Days of Summer, Tsunami & Phobia 2!
all not quite good, maybe I expected too much
but songs from Fame are gooooooood, Asher Book heart!
(I think he's cute leh Poh! haha if not for him I think I'd fall alseep!)

I miss alot of people but training is making me too crazy sad
it's not like we're doing a lot but because I degenerated!
I either get aches everywhere or I'm just too damn tired,
I need to get my fitness level back! ): yesterday's circuits killed me, horrible
Retail therapy with Xinfang Jiale Sandy!
didn't buy a lot of stuff but I'm haaaaappy hehehe laughing



I loooove chocolate fudge cake but I cannot eat it I must control control control
cut down on sweet drinks cut down cut down cut down it's not goood for your body!
Please motivate yourself to run more, run more run more run more.
Alllllllll the way but please dnt hurt yourself please dnt please dnt please dnt.

I made quite a few decisions lately, crazy.
I hate making decisions, sometimes just sometimes they result in conflicts.
I hate conflicts, toooo complicated, need a simple life!
bitter

okay I think my slacking period's going to end soon,
time to worry & uh depressing but.. Start Work!

FWAH I hate the fact that we're all vvv busy I train on 1346 maybe more how about you two!



no time no time no time no time I'm depressed need more time! ):

Replies
Chuen: HA HA I'm real sorry I'm always away on MSN! when I get back you're offline alr! & last night I uhmmm, fell asleep again! hahaha
Stef: HA HA EH I'm not xiao please! I'm da ren (: & yeah I didn't lie I'm a 93 baby!
jonj: naaaaah the cockroach feels quite dead ): tired tired tired too tired you happy hor Manu top the table again! GRRR GO GUNNNNNERS :D :D :D
Manda: eh nope I wnt but I'm sure someone will right uhmmmmmm scandalous woman!
Nicole: AIYAH I'M A 93BABY NOT A 92BABY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE BELIEVE ME
Huiqing: yeah we need to do something together! 'The Other End of The Line' also can, HAHAH :D but yeah seriously need to hang out soon I feel quite off, cannot drift apart!




Wednesday, October 14, 2009 / 4:37 AM


Shocked beyond words.

Just 2 days ago, you were asking me to go see doctor for my shoulder.
'no pain doesn't mean no injury...'
it's not about feeling abandoned, really.
it's about the timing, I knw anytime wouldn't be right.
because the problem is none of us want to leave you, or want you to leave.
Disaster, now I knw why people say good times dnt last.
just when all of us are looking forward to our very first training after promos ):

it's a goodbye said too soon.


bad mood, bad mood.

ah anw! Donut & muffin baking was great (:
but it made me a bit sleepy, yy: Huh but it's not the Jco kind of donuts!
then played around in the gym with Yy & Yukina!
then it was Venezia & I slept all the way until now!
good life after promos, good life, gooooood life.
better eat more before first land training starts on Thursday!

no matter who is it, it will be different, because they are not you.


Hcanoe;




Friday, October 09, 2009 / 10:20 PM



Stupid shitass virus brought me a 40c fever, I think my brain's fried,
not fun, not fun, not fun, not funnnnnnn.
I feel like a virus, sorry Mabel & Weiyi I hope you guys are better!):
I always wonder how it feels like to be sick and miss an exam since I was a kid,
now I knw, it doesn't feel goooood, loserrrrr much.

I dnt knw if promos will turn out to be good, but what's over is over.
sorry for being paranoid but I think I need to plan for my future!
The alternatives, you'll knw if you ask me.

Next week: can't wait for Shopping with yy, Picnic with The12, TRAININGS!!*grin*
(Hi Smelly and Poh you two are in my plan, we need a plan!)

talking about training I wonder how much I can benchpress now ):
I've no courage to face how much I've degenerated SIGH






I hope Daddy is alright, or will be alright.
things happened, things always happen at the same time,
I dnt knw how to handle all these ): I'm worried, but I dnt knw what to do.
(Please recover soon daddy, I love you. God, please bless Daddy.)
stay strong, I need to be the strongest one at this moment.
because this situation doesn't allow me to fall apart.






The average person tells 4 lies a day,
or 1460 a year; a total of 88,000 by the age of 60.
And the most common lie is: I'm Fine.




/ 7:55 PM


Replies
Xinfang: Hello xinfang dnt knw if you will read this but jiayou, one more weekend and you're be free and we get to train together again! and I realised I need to call you something, because you call me chewy then I call you Xinfang like weirdweird! hahaha
Limmin: EH EH EH WHAT NOT CUTE THERE'S A CUTE ONE THERE OBVIOUSLY THE CUTEST CUTEST CUTEST ONE. (Please look at the picture again, carefully!)
Chuen: hahaha I dnt knw if I will meet your expectations, but anyhooow it's over & I'm free!
Nicole: what smallest lah! youngest of cos smallest right uhmmm my brother was 10 alr!
Manda: HAHA seriously Sec4 was nothing compared to promos, not trying to scare you! (omg and I'm so gonna tell my cousins, there are 2 other girls in the picture, Manda you die)
jonj: hahaha so it's good to say they are losers? but I want my curse to benefit Gunners only!
Huiyan: AHAHHA yep liberation yo! Hang in there alright, yours coming!
J: PLEASE COME BACK SOOOOON, COME BACK SOOOOON.
(: Thanks! but hey, who're you? (:
Limmin: hahaha reminds you of whooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
Jing: HAHAHA I just go hop here hop there and save save save then my comp for alot alot of pictures! if you want them I can copy for you (: but I knw people get from some tumblrs!
Yingyan: HAHA yes fever subsided but I feel like a retard cos my brain is slow and action is slow ): yes we totally need a plan, who's the planner this time! IMY



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.