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Sunday, May 27, 2012 / 9:11 PM

hahahaha soooo, I'm not really a Kpop fan and I'm not obsessive over Korean boys (:
but I do think Kim Jeong hoon, Kim Hyun Joong and Lee Min Ho are cute ^^
sooooo tadaaaaaah! I really like this photo ^^ hahahahahahah


just came back from a run with Papa Au! hehehe I smell dinner ^^
lovin' my Slothy Sunday! ohno I just committed one deadly sin )':
yesterday was Slothy Saturday too (pardon my limited vocab bank)
& Friday marks the start of the Great Singapore Sale! which means..
my wallet is screaming: I'm alr skinny enough! stop snatching away my food!

need to work out my arms a little bit more to prepare for Rowrunrace! 
& no feasting the following week please! healthy lifestyle ^^
Kayak with gohgoh on Tuesday + Paddling wih Shab & Georgi on Thurs (:
I love water sports I should seriously go learn how to swim though?
I dnt really like to tighten my lifejacket because it will restrict my movement! 
so that day I capsized while saving Shab then poof I feel like the lifejac was gonna come out..
dangerous.. too dangerous! I dnt like capsizing ):


@ the Macrtichie toilet;; dirty mirror hahahahahhaa obviously
anyway I really wanna try out Redstar @ Chinatown! heard they serve really good dimsum hehe ^^
& can't wait to go Prive! ohnomnomnom Rider's Cafe! I'm a monster who likes to eat :>
I really wanna try the Banana hotcakes @ Spruce too (: I love hotcakes!

THE FRAY is coming to Singapore! I wanna go ): but tickets aren't for sale, boo.
seriously who will buy Sony Xperia P? )': why do you do this to me?
don't you knw HOW TO SAVE A LIFE? how about my life?????? THE FRAY.

On a happier note, Roland Garros & Euro 2012!
Should I be with KNVB or the Spanish team this year?

RAFA FOREVER. KING OF CLAY.

 

alrighty since I'm with Rafa for Roland Garros I'm with the Dutch this year! (again)

hehehehehehee ^^

this distance's fine, do not get any closer, I said DO NOT get any closer.
because I'm starting to have the urge to run away



Saturday, May 26, 2012 / 1:13 AM

Major update!

On the rooftop thinkin’ it’s about to pour
People run for shelter, tryin’ to get out that storm
But I got you with me, the sun behind me
So what are we leavin’ for? Let’s stay. Let’s get carried away~

 

*I drew this! hehehe :> so proud of my magical fat fingers!

 trying to juggle my life abit with driving/js/work/fun~
I want to sleep a lot!!!! but get to spend more time with my family which is pretty awesome! 
& managed to catch up with some people that I miss a lot (: more to come!!!!
guyzz I miss you so much hehe. oh right, managed to paddle too!


*This is from Breadyard @ Singapore University of Technology & Design!
I really really like their chicken ham & apple pita bread sandwich :D
I realised once someone stepped into your life, it'd be hard for them to be completely out of your life again.
just like how I'll always remember you, even though you dnt seem to treasure anything anymore.
but I'm pretty sure that if you want to be a part of my life again, it can be easily done.
afterall, maybe I'm not as emotionless as I think?

 

hahahah @ Cheryl & Alice :D we were in Bangkok & the taxi driver suddenly asked me what's our name..
we got freaked out and so I said I'm Cheryl! I should've called myself Alexis I love the name Alexis!
& I'll really glad that some people whom I thought have left me, didn't actually leave me (':
Shabz I'm actually referring to you! hahaha I really miss you (':
when I said I miss all the things we did together, I mean it!
all the studying sessions at weird places, stayover @ your place, all the large koi we've had!
& I still haven't tried Mama Png's paocai chaofan! hehe ^^ I'm waiting! (self-intivte)

anyway I found out that I've a group of readers from the Phillipines? 
this girl who's really cute facebook messaged me (: I'm so shocked but happy!
Hello Nika!!! ^^ you gave me a pleasant surprise!


2am @ Changi Airport hehehe ^^

met up with Chuen & Mark today (: been wanting to meet M since last year & now I've finally done it!
I miss the old times in Secondary school even though I did so much silly stuff (':
I miss Ken/Nug whom I was pretty close to, as well as those jokers..
oh and Jeremy who used to prankcall me :O it's so good to be young!
it's horrible that people always ask me out at the same up and I end up have to make a choice ):
& when I'm free, no one asks me out and I end up rotting @ home (: 
friends, can you please spread out on my free days so I can meet all of you!

I really hate tagging photos on FB by the way, I do enjoy taking photos (:
but uploading + tagging is such a chore I wish someone can help me with the job!


I think this is from Catching Fire/ Mockingjay (': 
The last paragraph that Peeta said: Because I don't want you forgetting how different our circumstances are. If you die and I live, there's no life for me all back in District Twelve. You're my whole life. I would never be happy again.

I cried real bad.



Friday, May 18, 2012 / 9:49 PM

so lazy to update ): but I keep having thoughts in my mind so.. meh.
this month is officially my max spending month it's time to start saving again!
& get my driving license, do some volunteering and yada yada yada :D 
pretty determined to make my holiday useful! but my words is always louder than actions..

*extremely disgusted with the bodybuilders on tv now*

my heart's churning..
I dnt understand why are so many tragic accidents happening these few weeks.
I dnt really knw anyone involved in the accidents but I feel for them, truly.
so much that I have nightmares almost every night.
somehow they appear in my dreams, but I wouldn't say they are haunting me.
I just feel horrible because I can't do much about it? 
human is such scary creature I dnt think I'm prepared to face the truth that I'm one myself.
I'm truly disappointed with the order in the world, the evil people aren't punished,
& the good people die. I wonder why is it supposed to work like this. 
life is such a viscious cycle and I dnt really see the point of living.
is anyone just as tired as I am?

maybe it's the hormones I get really emotional ultra easily :<

anyway some black & white updates on bkk!


I will try, to make the world a better place.. although I dnt knw how.

Take a breath I close my eyes I am lost,
 but try to find what it is in this life  
That gives me strength enough to fight  
For something more



Friday, April 27, 2012 / 8:49 PM

FREEDOM IN 15 HOURS. 


MISS CHU ALR (':



restless
Wednesday, April 25, 2012 / 5:51 AM

Just ultra mega restless )': 530 in the morning and I just kinda gave up!
I CANZ SQUEEZE IN NO MORE SUFF :<
summer break, come soon will ya? just 4 more days and 4 more papers!
hehe ^^ jap buffet kushinboooo french food 'The Lucky One' I can't wait! 
AND BKK :D Hongkieeee with my love, Fatty's birthday!
I think of everything these few days I even figured out what I should get for Mothers' Day [:
well I guess everything but studying ^^


alrighty time to bathe!


mega loooove for these )': nastygalz/modcloth why you no sale?

I had a vision of love & it was all that you've given to me #



Thursday, April 19, 2012 / 10:29 PM

the 30second I spend wishing @ 11:11 every single time is wasted )':



### The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall

GOOD MUSIC MAKES ME HAPPY (:

HAHAHA MANCINI ^^





Tuesday, April 17, 2012 / 10:31 PM

the awkward moment when you're in a photo with your juniors..



& you look younger than them.

I can't seem to type a proper blog post recently!
anyway my brain is really concentrated I shall take a break (:
my brain capacity has shrunk significantly which is really sad )':
I can only remember useless stuff like birthdates!
I can't remember all the stupid anatomy shitzzz KILL ME.

anyway I just have thought of a wholeeee list of things to do after exams!
& & & they got me very excited ^^ but firstly, I've to survive exams!
which I know can never be that bad.. because I not stupid.
but I just need to study MUCH harder to do well which is a difficult thing to do!
I forgot how I used to concentrate but I just can't seem to do it very well now..



(WE ACT YIGE DOCTOR ^^)


anyway my life has been busy but.. funfilled!
crazy lab sessions stressful lab exam and now stressful reading week..
but it's okay I'm still surviving it's just that my skin is not in a v good state.
BREAK-OUTS (!!!) my face is full of red patches KILL ME PLZ.
I feel like ripping my whole face off and just wear a phantom mask!



anyway I was @ Ikea with my brothers and we saw this drawing of Picasso!
& so my brothers asked me to copy his drawing and we'll display it in our living room..
so that's one more thing to do after exams! I'm vvv excited ^^
& I'm gonna spraypaint on my wall and draw little stuff I guess?
and choose my red wardrobe, PAINT ALL THE THINGS RED!!!
I'm just kidding that would be horriblezxzx like angpao room.

&&&& I miss my couzieees )': I miss baking too!
and I miss my godparents.. OKAY I'M TURNING MAD.



/ 3:36 PM

so.. the day before my oral exam, my oral partner D texted me:
#EH tmr wear smexy smexy & seduce the examinor k, wear heels!
hahahahahaha I literally LOL @ that :D hahaha crazy person (Y)

I'm pretty sure there are people who go crazy studying diversity,
my brain is filled with phylum superclass class subclass superorder order suborder :O
crazy stuff hahhaa everything just escaped from my brain just now )':
doing the cheatsheetz is major waste of my youth.. but oh well it's all over!

anyway! Friday the 13th marked the end of the sem
but somehow I met Schizo @ bv bus stop before school..
then I met yh @ Kentridge after school, why so coincidental?
Coincidental meeting is on my list of favourite things (:

been awfully busy )': I dnt like this kinda life.. I'm a chillz person!
Last week: I caught The Vow with J then on Tues I met *secret* for nasi lemak @ Adams,
& I had Island Creamery ~feeling like a Hwachongian again~ new favourite flavour!
Very Berry! I'm not a very berry person but surprisingly I really like this,
Teh Tarik I'm gonna ditch you for a bit.. well not like I'm going back to Island anytime soon!
Goddesh 5k with Smelly on Sat, then I met Schizo/YC/YP :D
Sunday furniture shopping with mummy/Chuinyan/Chuinhong/Jie

pretty much recharged I'll study vvvv hard this week!!!!!
GO ME 21ST TO 28TH APRIL AFTER THAT I'M A FREE GIRL.
DRIVING LICENSE, PLEASE COME TO ME.

after stressful pract exam I loitered around abit & bought myself Greenmilktea,
somehow I just don't really like red-milktea, there's a weird taste..
I think no one can really say no to milktea! well maybe except smelly haahah.



Thursday, April 05, 2012 / 1:59 PM


been doing work since the morning, productive day! (:
one more project to be submitted then I'll take a 1-day break
&&& study for finals ^^ I've so many things to do after finals!

1) MAKE STUFF, I owe a lot of people birthday cards and what not )':
2) think of how to decorate my roomz hehe & pick furniture!
3) get my driving license (: so we can vroom vroom go for road trips!
4) BAKEBAKEBAKE@ACY.COM HAHAHA MANY RECIPES TO TRY OUT
5) shopping!!!!!!!! BUY ALL THE THINGS IN BKK!
6) sort out my comp, and arrange my song/picture library )':
7) paint/draw on my well! must think of designs too..
8) get new phonezzz finally (': I still miss my white bb though
9) catch up on all the dramas! & watch a lot of movies hehe
10) cooking! I'm a noob at cooking I need to learn more :>
11) GO ALL THE SWIMMING POOLS ^^
12) visit the zoo + birdpark + night safari!!!!!!
13) conquer diana!!! I'm still a total noob at it le sigh )':


alright I can only think of these things @ the moment,
last stretch, go me go!!!!!!


CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR TOO ^^



Wednesday, April 04, 2012 / 9:54 PM

ZOMBIFIED *.* HAHAHA
but well at least everything's (almost) over.
I mean projects, but ending of projects signalling starting of finals.
quite terrible but.. starting of finals signals ending of finals which means..
SUMMER BREAK ^^ I honestly deserve the break this sem I worked so hard!
well at least I think I worked relatively hard uhmmm dnt doubt me )':



went swimming with pyp! for me it's more like.. playing water I barely knw how to swim!
hahaha I think it's quite cool for the 1st and the 3rd letter of the intials to be the same!
or like have 2 same letters in your intials like LYY (3 friends with the initial LYY), LLP,
but ACY sounds quite.. cool too ahaha omg I'm going crazy (:

missing a lot of poeple )': but just 2 more months I'll see you guys again (':
I just need to survive now! less then a month hehe, actually just 3 more weeks hehe.
THANK GOD there's smelly and everyone else! hehehe.
YOU'RE LIKE MY SINO ATRIAL NODE ^^ omg hahaha reminds me of..
'premature ventricular contractions' in No Strings Attached (:



skating! hahaha which gave me HUGE bruises for 2 weeks :O
hahaha I like these photos! honestly speaking I like how 'tiny' I looks sometimes hehe!

I'm just a little disappointed with the decisions that adults make sometimes )':
I can say I'm pretty grown up and I DO REALISE not everything you do is correct.
please stop thinking that I'm some silly little kid I do know what is right & wrong.
this time, I firmly disapprove of what you guys I doing even though
I do not have the power to do anything to stop it.. ): life sucks sometimes.

& my endometrium is shedding I'm going to die x.x
PAINFUL. anyway I'm super incoherant now I think.. oh wait I can't think
my brain is like a dead piece of meat ):



THIS IS REAL FUNNY SHITZ (!!!!!)

I sincerely hope that all online shopping sites can stop sending me catalogues,
the summer clothes are so nice I cannot resist KILL ME please.
retail therapy is not encouraged (N) I need to save up!
for BKK hehe we gonna shop and eat like crazy (: CAN'T WAIT
& HK hahaha but I secrectly hope that my brothers will pay for all meals,
actually they will (Y) having older brothers who are working -- awesome
I'm really excited hehehe & class makan trip omnomnomnom :>
YES MOTIVATION TO KEEP ME GOINGZ.

I shall reward myself tonight and sleep at 10! ciao (:



Monday, March 26, 2012 / 9:52 PM

x And who do you think you're, running 'round leaving scars x
I'm Voldemort ^^ (this is the funniest thing I've heard this week)

Mr Mata Sepet!



Numero Uno Hero



Thursday, March 22, 2012 / 8:31 AM

doing my Chinese articles now it's killing me bit by bit )':
WHY SO HARD AND WHY THEY WRITE SO WELL.
I want to dig a hole and bury my articles because they suck. :<

anyway I turned 20 (': or ): (if you knw me well, you knw I dislike birthdays)
BUT anyway the bakery auntie didn't believe that I'm alr #20,
which makes me kind of happy I guess? you made my day!

A photo of my mummy and I, I love it vvv much ^^



GUNNERS THIRD ON THE TABLE, HOW AWESOME??? (':



Saturday, March 17, 2012 / 12:53 PM

Suddenly really in love with Joe Brooks ^^

#Five-thousand miles with traffic of you in my mind..

pretty lyrics make me pretty! opps I meant happy (':



I just realized I really love doing the 'duckface' ~
but thank god I dnt look slutty/horrible doing it?? OKAY JUST IMO

heh finished bahasa homework! but.. ch2244 and ssa not done )':
but I've no mood to do them now! I get to be queen this weekend!
I shall take a break from the work I have a lot of thoughts in my mind!
anyway I want to get my license really really soon! so I can drive my friends over to Malaysia!
& eat yummy food and go for road trips ^^ super fun!!!!
& moving house in June! I want to design my room until really cosy and stuff!
choosing my beds wardrobes study table wall decorations and everything!

##Mama Au: you better get a huuugee wardrobe, you knw yourself.



Jacey's birthday @ utown!

Sometimes I just wonder when my da ge is going to married, I actually can't wait for it!
it's going to be like super fun???? okay that's if I get to be the bridesmaid (:
like really exciting! but Idk when that is going to happen! ):
gor, you're going to be 29 this year CAN YOU PLEASE HURRY UP!!!

okay I gotta run!



Friday, March 16, 2012 / 11:23 PM

mad busy - going to be mad-ass busy )':
but nvm I will survive because I'm strong..
hahaha why am I getting better at psycho-ing myself?
the next 2 weeks will be hell, or worse than hell.
alright I'm just kidding, I've never been to hell & do not want to be there!



Last week I had like, high fever at 39.6 degrees! then I forced myself to school for Bahasa test..
and Friday morning I managed to go paddle and then went for a 4h practical
& feast in Ikea at night :O and when I was back home I realized I still had a 38.7 fever.
I'm quite good at being strong (Y) and I had rashes and ultra bad joint pain!
& pain in retro-orbital so I had to go for blood test @ Dr Tan's!
but I'm fine the mosquitoes do not love me after all ^^

weekend @ gramps, too much food seriously.
luckily I was still sick if not a glut will forever be a glut.
I want to eat popiah.. POPIAH.



paddled today! the red ak is officially my favourite boat now ^^
seriously, not just because it used to belong to xxxxxx, it's honestly vvv nice!
Gina auntie treated me to chicken wing - because my birthday is coming soon, CUTE.
water was so wavy it makes me so giddy~~~ like ~~~~~~~~
then pretty interesting ssa tutorial (: then Changi Beach!



too fun! Sherm & I caught a big crab, 2 baby crabs and some hermit crabs..
despite being the shortest people in our group hehe :D
& I really like the seahorses! they are smaller than a 5-cent coin, you can imagine.
hahahha my two ultimate camwhores groupmates, S & R!!!!



then at night I had a short meet-up with HC, HY & YS ^^
good time! hahaha funny how they are still my friends after me being a bully for 12 years..
for HY it is 9 years :D but I really like them all the same anyway!



sometimes I think I'm truly blessed (': after all these years, some people are still here for me!
might not be the closest - but they are like stars, you dnt always see them,
they are always there (:

things to do-
1) writings for ch2244 (Sat morning)
2) readings for ssa (Sat morning)
3) hc/st/jl's birthday card!



Wednesday, March 07, 2012 / 9:13 PM



met our dearest old man on 25th Feb (':

): feeling so horrible now! how to prevent yourself to be sick
when you knw you're going to be sick?
it's like whenever I have sorethroat, I knw the fever monster is coming,
despite drinking gallons of water )': meh I just hope it doesn't come tmr!
I still remember when I was Sec1/2 when I was sick and feeling all horrible,
I would call daddy/mummy and they'll be here with porridge for me!
well, now I'm just too old to be a manja princess, am I?

talking about being selfish.. )': I really dnt like when you keep on mentioning that issue,
without changing your stand. it's the first time I ever feel that you're horribly inconsiderate,
after being friends for almost 8 years, I've to say that I'm just.. really disappointed?



this is what I really wonder too, I think I've really weird fetish!
like, I dnt like my eraser looking ugly )': just the other day
I bought a new eraser then I split it into half for A cos she forgot during exam!
then now I can't stand using it anymore cos it's so ugly..
and I like my bank account having full numbers! like 1234.00 for example,
I just like things to be.. complete hehehe ^^

I just finished making 3 cards design my room is in such a mess! )':
just slighty better than WWII.. March is such a terrible month!
terrible because I've so many cards to make and everything just turn out..
not very impressive! I still have HC/Poh/ST/Georgia/Jiale to go!
resolution make-every-good-friend a birthday card: FAILED,
because I think I just missed out all the Febbies' birthdays!

honestly I think I rather break my leg than having sorethroat,
having sorethroat is simply too horrible )':



The gunners are impressive recently! (': thank god for Szechny ♥
but I'm not asking for anything I just want them to be in top4,
& get to play Champions League next year! isn't not that hard right )':

had zichar with smelly & poh the other day!
heh feel so family-ish! hahaha omg I had like 4 har-chiong gai..
I think it is responsible for my sorethroat! but I've been really healthy ):
BODY, WHY ARE YOU SO WEAK? I dnt understand I'm healthy!!!



ps. LP IF YOU'RE READING THIS, DID I JUST MAKE YOUR DAY?




Tuesday, March 06, 2012 / 10:36 AM


Replies!



(this is from 9gag but it's too pretty I can't resist!)

Smelly: this is so long ago, monster food! SASHIMI IS MONSTER FOOD COS OF THE WORMS
jonj: you poped alr? hahah see you this Friday! no you dnt so stop asking!
Nicole: ahahaha I knw right, like so candid and happy me likey ^^ stop feeding me!!!
Xiuhui: HELLO DEAR! haven't talked to you for sooooo long, Skype soon k!
Foofoo: love you SO much Taufooo~ words can't describe how much I miss chu ^^
Bakwa: I dnt even have the $ to buy a Mini Cooper myself )': hahaha eh you owe me a Merczxzx right, can change it to Mini Cooper please? cheaper anyway hehe ^^
Manda: I totally haven't talked to you for a gazillion years! hope all's well for you mandy!
Smelly: hehehe so funny we're talking here when we meet like every single day! lub chu ^^
Anon: a slip of paper w the url dropped from the sky~ nay my friend & I created it one fine day!
Poh: hahaha nooooooo I meant like, we do good stuff (: talking about *HER* isn't something very bad what hahaha I still talk about her sometimes!!! YES TONIGHT!!!!! hehehehe ^^



Monday, March 05, 2012 / 11:53 PM

thank god I survive Monday again ^^
I think Monday is the best day for me to update because..
*drumrolls* I dnt have school on Tuesday!
*what a bliss* because I've lessons from 10-6 everyday,
with only 1h break on Mondays and Wednesdays ):
but it's alright! I'm a strong girl xx/



been wanting to make the Millionaire's Shortbread!
go google! it's some sinful indulgence (:
one layer of shortbread, one layer of caramel and one layer of dark chocolate!
*slurps* I really hope I can open my own bakery next time!



zoo trip last Friday! it was pretty fun I had a super cartoon TA, Amanda ^^
Sharm and I were being wszb as always.. stirring shit & making fun of people!
Y WE SO LAME? but we were all soaked! cos I left my automatic umbrealla at home,
anyway I think that umbrella belongs to Mervyn I took it home during Nats'10 :O

sorry if I can't controlled my bad temper sometimes..
I knw I always say things that hurt people and I can't take them back,
even if I try to take them back it's like crumpling a paper- never the same.
one thing that I really wish to change, is not to snap at people )':
this is how Yahoo Answers describe me:
The person who snaps is temporarily insane,
with a mind full of irrelevant and immaterial thoughts and feelings )':



anyway settled the accomodations for my trips!
another trip to plan x.x I hate planning for trips )': help nicole, help.
I really dislike those people who always give a lot of comments but they do nothing to help.
well I'm just glad that these people dnt exist in my life very often (:

went for acupunture with mummy and fattygor on Saturday!
quote Mr Funny Sinseh, 'girl, you 20 years old, why is your ankle 40years old?'
Mr Funny Sinseh asked Chuinyan to be the next Jeremy Lin?! hahahaa so cute ^^



had a long 2h Skype with L on Saturday (:
received a nice long email from Foofoo the other day!
xx I love how you guys fill up my life despite being far, far away xx



If you ever lost someone you truly love
Let me hear you say yeah.